sad?? or depressed??

last whole week, i think i have been in a either a sad or depressed mood.. i do not know why. everybody said i have been very grouchy and touchy. they have said that i get angry very fast. for me i think life have been getting tougher each day. or maybe it is getting easier and i do not like it because maybe i love to work. that is bullshit. i love not doing any work. i cant wait for the holidays!! hahaha...


i am going to Taiping this weekend. but unfortunately i am going on friday night than coming back on sunday late evening. we are going to stop at ipoh to visit hui wen & family and jessie & family on the way back from taiping. i cant wait. hui wen my cousin have a new cute puppy that she calls "pao-bei" which means baby in mandarin. actually that was not the originally plan. we were going back with caitlin & family on saturday morning, stop in ipoh on the way and go to taiping. and only come back on monday. now we are going earlier one night and coming back one night. it makes quite a lot of difference. we have to go back earlier or we could have spend more time in taiping. i tell you ar that cousin of mine who is going back with me! i cannot tahan.



the wonder i was so depressed but i did not know about this last week i just got to know about it yesterday afternoon. which does not make any differences on what i felt last week. but maybe i have esp which means i felt this feeling and that made me depressed. i have confirm with myself that it is depression. or myabe it was because of the crucible. it is such a "scary" story. i cant believe a girl of eleven years old would know that. bye i m going to do more assignments which would make me even more depressed. c ya