friends ? ster? or no friendster?

i am considering a decision. that is a decision to cancel my friendster. i do not understand why. as in why am i having an account in frienster. why oh why? oh whhhyyyy, oh why? du du du du..i think frienster is a hopeless "think" to have. why would i want to waste my time adding people to my account? what is the use? just so u can seee what annoucements they make? or when is their birthday? or too see the photos they have? or people just have nothing better to do?? i wonder why? i think everybody have an account in friendster because they have nothing better to do! so i think i will delete my account.. muahahaha.. i am getting more siao n siao everyday..wonder why? i think i noe. mixing too much with people from taylors. *emma gigles in glee*

i am suppose to be doing mathematics fo data management but i am blogging instead. i am addicted to blogging la, i think. i keep saying i think. i am not sure of myself izit? y do i blog? because it is a form of expression. i used to keep diaries but i scared after one of my family members see it, then how? at least this blog not everybody sees it. only very few know my blog. but i think my dad know this blog already. he is a very BUSYBODY guy! cannot tahan la. everything also want to know. so maybe i am going to open up a new blog that no one would know the address to! then i can really let out my feelings. if i let it out here, many people are going to feel awkward or dissapoointed or sad or depressed. so it will be only me myself and i! yeah?? or no yeah?? i think (that phrase again) i luv to ask questions. it is nice to know things. it may be usefull some day!

today i had families and econs exam. there is only one phrase that i could describe the exam.. which is..*drum role playing in the background* " I am so glad I finally finish this exam!" hahaha. i can't wait for yl to take econs next year then she would be suffering instead of me. muahaha. i am evil. aiyo how? tomorrow i got MDM exam.. i think i know but then again i think i do not know enough to get good marks on this exam. can u believe it that i am fourth for MDM among all the classes but I only got an average of 75.6%.. cacat right? i have to get 80 - 52.9 = 27.1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh no!! how am i going to get that marks? it is almost impossible! if i do not get at least an 80 for MDM, if not i will be so so saaaddddd....... :( which means i have to get at least 27.1 - 30% so 70%/30% * 27.1 , RIGHT? 63.23 ler.. oh on that figure it is not that bad. i also hope i did well in families. econs ar at least 70% i ok already but i do not think i would achieve it! after this i am getting more and more depressed about exams.. i have a bad feeling in my stomach.. not angin like what xi has..hahaha