failing

if i fail tomorrow's accounts (the course name is AFIS 122) exam, i would have to repeat it.

if i have to repeat it, i would have to go to summer school.

this is because i need AFIS 122 in order to advance to the next level and my next year papers (5 of them) are whole year papers which means that i wouldn't be able to take AFIS 122 (half-year) next year as that will leave me with nothing else to take and i would also waste one whole year.

if i have to go to summer school, i have to look for a place to live in January.

not to mention, i would have to sign up for summer school and i may not get in because the maximum number of people is 120. also, i would have to change my flight date and that would cost another $500.

all in all, i BETTER not fail tomorrow's paper.
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another 'good' thing that happen is that my application status is:
Status: Sent to First Preference

Lucky for Jas, she got in already. I haven't got in :(( because my common confidential form went 'missing'. I also seriously hope that I would get in because if I don't I do not have anywhere to stay next year. Lets pray that they would sort through the applications fast and I can sort out my accommodation before I leave. However, Jas you should thank me because I ask you to apply now instead of December! :P

Jas has finish her exams already!! I don't know whether to be jealous or not. To be jealous is because hello! she's done! and she's going back early. To not be jealous is because I would have more time to study instead of having two exams in a day. So to be or not to be?

She did not go to dinner tonight. She finally went out on a proper 'date' with SP. =) I sat with Fish, Simon and Bob for dinner. I finished dinner fast. Must be the first time that I left dinner that early. I went at five to 6pm and came back at 6.13pm. Good eh? =) Simon as usual was speaking really fast Mandarin. Which a banana like me would never understand. Besides the word 'plastic'. I don't even know what were they talking about. Zero clue. Usually I would get the gist of it but usually with Simon and Bob, I'm completely blur-ed. However, knowing boys it must be something uninteresting.

I will be meeting Anu and Fish at 8pm later in the study room. I was being good today. I studied in my room after breakfast. Then just now studied in the study room for a while but I am freaking myself out. I should go shower and get ready.
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One more thing Happy Birthday Joey Tan Leng Choo! I remember its the same day as somebody from malaysia history died. Sorry la cannot remember the name now.
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I should really go now and cry my heart out.

p.s. i am feeling too depressed to put up a picture