m a e m = e m m a e m m a e m m a
Get it?
Now on to something sad. This Saturday and Sunday I've been thinking about my dad. Exceptionally alot. And everything just seem to remind me of him. Which makes me wanna cry. After all the stress from the two tests this week, I expected to feel happy and relieved that its over at the end of the second test but I felt not exactly sad but not a happy or relieved feeling either. I went to Ancestral after my test with Jas, Mer and Li and felt okay.
I went to Nandos on Saturday with Li and Jas and spent the whole afternoon in the city. I guess my brother's MSN nickname also kept me thinking. It says 'miss you dad...' after his name. I really want a good cry. Just to cry the whole night without any worries in the whole world.
Unfortunately, I've got to think about tomorrow as its a school day. Church normally makes me happier and it did. A bit. I think church is the best place to hang out when you're feeling exceptionally down. For me, I just feel a tad bit happier. But after church, I'll deflate again.
I've been listening to the song 'You Give Me Something' by James Morrison over and over again. I just love the tune. Its so cold these days!! I would be freezing if it wasn't for my beautiful comfy duvet.


God is bigger than the boogeyman
He's bigger than godzilla
Or the monsters on TV
Oh God is bigger than the boogeyman
And He's watching over you and me!
He's bigger than godzilla
Or the monsters on TV
Oh God is bigger than the boogeyman
And He's watching over you and me!
p.s. Its already May. Time has passed by so quickly.