sorry..

do u know, i am weird? i find it very hard to say sorry. i don't know why. its not the spontaneous sorry that you would say when you bang someone, its the kind of sorry where you have hurt someone's feelings, something like that you know.. maybe it is because i am not taught that way. then again i don't think so. this is very hard for me as i tend to say things without thinking about what i say first. then at night i would end up regretting as to why i did not think before i "leap" and why i didnt say sorry after i "leap". i am so "geram" with myself. even though i knwo i am like that i still cant change. in menengah school i was quite blunt when i say out what i think, some of my classmates keep saying i am so scarstic, when i do not even know why. i am just saying what i feel is that wrong?? this post has made me depressed. i dont think i can study anymore, i'm too depressed. i think i would read sense and sensibility, i have to finish what i just started right?

actually i think that is just an excuse for not studying. muahahaha..

during today's exam i was wishing i could do my essay on a computer, then it would so much easier to edit and stuff.