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i don't feel like being around people. i feel ... i don't know. that day there was this surprise party for andrew and i just felt like not going.

i am now currently watching some korean show entitled april snow. its so slow. even for the tears to come down it takes like ten minutes. imagine walking or laughing or even talking, it will take one whole hour. how can my mum watch this type fo film? ewww... anyway, just to make things clear, i did not want to buy this show, my mum wanted it.

do you think i will keep in touch with my college friends? i rarely keep in touch with my high school friends. when i wanted to go out with them, i had food poisoning. really sad man. woman. it seems like i have just gone away from them. i feel sad. really sad. not the 'sad' sad kind but the lonely sad kind. i just want to be alone but then i also want to hang out with my nieces.

i need a good cry and scream. i also need more books. i have finished my ten holiday books. have to wrap them next. i need to get out from the house. or i would definitely die. i haven't been coming online for this past weeks since college finished. don't feel like it. i just feel meh.

i quite like company but i also don't like company.

oh yeah if you want photos on the makan trip please go to yan ling's xanga site. she will upload the pictures in due time. i am just too lazy. =) thanks and bye.